When I started my weight loss journey I didn’t love myself. I had started losing weight and then had my heart broke. I focused on my goal of losing weight and finding the happy me again. I’ve wanted to do a photo shoot like this for a long time but never felt good enough. After I lost the weight I loved myself, sure I’m not happy with the extra skin but I felt beautiful. I was nervous and excited and when I got there and met Cheyenne Sons she helped my nerves so much. She’s great at conversation and really just makes you feel at home. Jamie Mosley was so welcoming but busy. Then when Raul started taking pics I was more and more at ease. The best part was the jackass letting us know he was there as soon as I was taking my dress off!! “Well at least I know I can turn on a jackass.” That’s what I instantly said but when I saw the pics Raul caught I couldn’t have been happier. The pure joy and smile on my face was the best. I left all of my pain and past out there that day!! I had tears in my eyes at my reveal. I saw MY beauty that day!!! Ladies DONT ever feel that you aren’t pretty enough or skinny enough!!! Do this for yourself so you can see the beauty everyone else sees!! Thank you bourbon and pearls for helping me finally see that in myself.